My and my heart, we got issues
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you.

In one of those ‘catch 22’ positions, fuck.

I am a twat.

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it’s taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you’re thinking we’ll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby
Like I did - before
You’re not sorry, no no oh

I’ve never felt hurt like this before. A cold fucking stab of complete betrayal…. I have so much to say to you and yet the last thing I want to do is speak to you right now
I just want my stuff back so I can forget you and not have all this lingering longer than it needs to.

And you were perfectly ok to sit there 3 days later on our anniversary and act like everything was ok, and accuse me of not trusting you etc

You’re such a piece of shit, you actually are.
I just spent so long trying to support you and help you out, and this past week especially you’ve done nothing but try and argue with me

You’ve totally broken my heart & already I just want to shut myself away and not eat, not see anyone…just sit and think this all over.

I was so right to question you, so right.

You got what you deserve

I love how as soon as you stop making the effort to make plans and arrange to see people.
People don’t bother to put the effort in to make plans with you in return.

Tired of being the one always arranging to see people and never having my efforts returned.

1 year anniversary.

Had such a lovely morning and evening yesterday.
Woke up next to my boyfriend yesterday morning, lots of cuddles in bed :)
Then last night for our anniversary, he booked us a table at carluccios and we had a really nice meal followed by some drinks and came back and stayed at mine.

It was so nice :) aw.